Note to self

I am writing, but I need to do something completely else. In fact, I need to study pretty hard for a history test tomorrow, but instead I am writing, because I feel like that this will help a little bit.

I feel really weird. Looking back on the blog post I wrote a couple of days ago, I am doubting myself. Will I make it ? Really, I need to do my best, and I don't know if that is enough. One reason where these thoughts come from is probably because I failed my math test. Only 0.2 points and I would've passed, but no. Exactly the same grade as my biology test. Good job, Emma.

And at the other I hand I am thinking: you will make it. Come on, don't stress so easy. You are stressing, you are thinking in a story whom is constantly beginning with 'if'.

I need to stop worrying so much. I will see how it goes, and I believe I need to learn. Learn from disappointments. If something goes the way not I wanted it to go, I can learn from it.

Love, Emma