School and stuff

I just felt the need to share that I have done a lot of things this afternoon, and that my to do list is almost empty. There is one thing left, math, but I am not feeling that and above all my concentration after about three hours is not so good any more. Plus, I've got tomorrow to make it during a studyperiod and wednesday as well, so that'll be okay. On mondays, I am free at 2 pm, and my hockeypractice starts at 6:30 pm. That means I have a lot of time. And I either to do nothing for two hours and then only do the stuff that needs to be done, or I spend my time, the amount of time I only have on mondays. So yeah, I chose for the second option today. And that makes me feel good.

I mean, there is something about marking things off your to do list, and then go play hockey (in my case), with nothing on your mind and after that, an evening where you don't need to be making other things, or study till 10 pm. And the song makes me feel relaxed. And writing this too.

I'll be posting pictures from Paris and Lille soon!
Love, Emma

// the coffee would taste great now
 

My new loves

So, as most of you know, I was in Paris. And well, Paris has a lot of shops. And I needed new shoes.

We slept in an apartment, 5 minutes away from 'La Fayette', which is a huge mall, very beautiful and chic. They literally sell every expensive brand there. So, when me and my family first walked in there we had absolutely no thoughts for buying anything there, because it was so expensive. 

But well, when we went downstairs, we found brands that weren't so expensive, and also beautiful. And that's when my mother found these babies! I tried them on in a size 38, but they were too small. Unfortunately they didn't got a size 39 in there, but luckily Minelli (the brand of the shoes) had it's own store just on the other side of the street. The guy who helped us wrote down the number, gave it to us and we went to the other store, where they did have these shoes in a size 39. They fit perfectly, and so, end of story, we bought the shoes and I was, of course, very happy. 

Love, Emma

Travel > everything

I am pretty exited for the upcoming week. Why ? Because after I finish this week (and that contains out of two more days of school), I have got my autumn break. Unfortunately it is only for one week, but I mean, vacation still is vacation. No school (well, I probably still need to do stuff), and travelling, and being with friends. After I finish school at 15:10 (a quarter past three pm) I will get into the car, and make my way up to Paris !

 Even though I live pretty close to France, and have gone there many times, I've never visited Paris, so I am really exited. We're staying in an appartement close by the Louvre en La Fayette, so that means a lot of inspiration and photos (and nice pictures to make my friends and the people on We Heart It and Tumblr jealous).

 I will stay there for a couple of days and at the end of next week, I will go to France again, but then with a really good friend of mine. Then we will go to Lille, and go shopping. I need some clothes pretty bad, and above all, shopping, staying in a hotel and eating with one of your best friends in France is just perfect.

Note to self

I am writing, but I need to do something completely else. In fact, I need to study pretty hard for a history test tomorrow, but instead I am writing, because I feel like that this will help a little bit.

I feel really weird. Looking back on the blog post I wrote a couple of days ago, I am doubting myself. Will I make it ? Really, I need to do my best, and I don't know if that is enough. One reason where these thoughts come from is probably because I failed my math test. Only 0.2 points and I would've passed, but no. Exactly the same grade as my biology test. Good job, Emma.

And at the other I hand I am thinking: you will make it. Come on, don't stress so easy. You are stressing, you are thinking in a story whom is constantly beginning with 'if'.

I need to stop worrying so much. I will see how it goes, and I believe I need to learn. Learn from disappointments. If something goes the way not I wanted it to go, I can learn from it.

Love, Emma

Somebody // Birthday song

It is my birthday. The eighth of october, I am fifteen years old now. I could put 'Fifteen' by Taylor Swift in, but I lately am in the mood for rock, indie rock, acoustic or dance music. Not really feeling the country/pop feeling right now. I've got some presents from my friends today, got felicitated by a lot of people and that makes me feel really happy.

I am not really a person who lives to their birthday, and most of the time I get a little sad. I need to have a feeling that this day is other from the regular days, but in fact it is not. It is just another day, I had to go to school from half past eight to twenty past four today. Luckily, my friends and family made this day different, so I get to enjoy it. Eating cake, looking up some music and looking at the presents I got; it makes me happy.

And being happy and not worry about everything feels good. I will learn, I will make it. Worrying has no benefit. So why do it ?

 Love, Emma

Mood // The Killers

I just discovered this thing, where you can share music really easy, so as you can see I am doing this a lot now. You can listen to the original music, but also to covers. People are creative, and you can see. Current mood is the Killers with mr. Brightside. Lots of love for that song. It is just. Well, you know what I mean.

Listen to this // link in post

This remix is LOVE.

Things I need + explanation about this mess

H0la ! Yeah, that word is a word I use a lot lately. Don't know why. Guess I want to look cool and speak Spanish, even though that and the most basic words and the number one, two and three are the only ones I really know. Heh, I can speak English, French and a little German, so I can make myself understandable (I hope). But, that isn't the subject I want to talk about. Even though you will find it a lot here, because I am a person who rambles a lot.

So, first of all, the mess that is called my blog. I changed it completely, and above all I am writing in English, even though I am super Dutch (hallo daar fellow Nederlanders, als je me wilt bereiken kan dat ook prima in het Nederlands hoor). I don't know, I feel like more people can read it and it sounds three hundred times better. Really, it does. As you probably can see there are some pictures which are just pictures, without a blogpost, just a plain picture with title. That is because otherwise it looks so empty, and I like sharing inspiring photos as well. So it will be an adventure for you, my reader, to find which blogpost actually has some text with it. Ah, I think it makes it even more fun.

So, with that being said, I will turn fifteen upcoming thursday ! I am super exited, not only because I won't be fourteen anymore, I will also receive gifts. Jep, I said it: I like gifts. And because my friends are all really creative, I am certain I will love them. Not that they have to be creative, if they gave me a chocolate bar or a pink nail polish, I would be happy too. I also received some money from my family, so I guess you can expect a blogpost about things I am considering buying, hehe.

Love, Emma

THE WORLD WITHOUT ART IS JUST 'EH'

I NEED THESE

FALL FASHION

LOVELY PLACES

New design, new start

At the moment, I am being a total weirdo, creeping on sites to look for cameras, and all the stuff you need for it. Thursday the eighth of october I will turn fifteen, and with all the money I will get, I want to buy a camera. Last week I took photos at a wonderful location, a river, with the sun that went down and two of my friends and I am certain now; I NEED A CAMERA IN MY LIFE.

So yeah, new design, new start. I was sick of constantly changing my blog, and not knowing and not wanting to write. I want to inspire others and myself, and I think it will work right now. First I need the camera, but I've got a lot of other photos to put on here.

I am exited, and hope you, lovely reader, are too.
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